Crying.

I don't know why i just cried.
Were they happy tears he's in heaven. or sad tears that he's gone D:

idk. but i definitely..just let 'em go.
and it felt good.
ive got 46 more times to go this year.. lmao.

i was sad he was gone but not in tears cause i wasnt real close to him.
but then i watched this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVySFnDssjA
and it brought me to tears..
i know a few people who have passed away very close to me. and no one knows what that feels like until you feel it personally and emotionally.
if u have both ur parents. all ur siblings. and all ur friends. be thankful you still do. and dont complain. they could be swept away right out of the blue.

these tears felt good. and im glad to have let them out finally <33 RIP all of you up there in heaven. and i hope ur watching over and protecting us all down here who love and miss you.