New Year.

3 more hours and it will be 2010 :D
2009..was..like..so...nothing. it was empty. nothing exciting happened.
It did however, bring me much closer to some people and im glad that happened :]

So 2010,
bring me my permit (:
bring me an amazing sweet 16.
bring me my liscence.
bring me a nice small car that i will love.
bring me a safe year of happiness.
bring me closer to my best friend and create me some more.
bring me a relationship instead of hookups and heart break.
bring me to be a better person.
bring me into a sixteen year old looking teenager who has a good time.
and bring me to getting kissed on new years eve when the ball drops.


I'm ready for you 2010. Here i come.

Picture Blog x)

Sometimes..im SHY. when i meet new people.
lately ive felt shy. and not myself.
but at the same time i feel more confident. in front of cameras. in front of new people. with compliments. awkward situations. they may make me shy. but im overcoming them. i'm starting to become comfortable with myself. and sing for people. talk more on the phone. have more sleepovers. come out of my shell and back to who i used to have fun being.



So i've learned that goodbyes will always hurt. Pictures -->

NEVER replace having been there, memories good or bad will bring tears, and words can never replace those feelings..



This is why its great having a best friend :)










<3
Our friendship never breaks or bends..so that's why i call you my best friend :)

Christmas EVE.

What a weird christmas eve i've had xD

umm..started out great! braved the mall at 10am with my mom. barely got a parking spot THAT early. RI-DIC-UH-LOUS. got a new phone case! zebra (: made me think bak to how glad i am, im not that persons friend anymore. she controlled me. "zebra is my thing" NO ITS NOT. lmao. did u invent the pattern. NO. so just, NO. haha. im proud of myself for standing up to her.
i also got socks o.O and new flannel sheets for my bed. woot! so now i wont be so cold when i go to bed.
and everything was going great until my dad was admitted to the ER and has to stay there overnight. GREAT. but he's coming home tomorrow! :] and its CHRISTMAS. im 15 1/2. ALMOST 16 and bc its christmas tomorrow...i CANT sleep. haha. im like tired..but not. ughhh..

i did DO the traditional open one present on christmas eve. it was from my grammy engle. she's uh..wat 90? like seriously. she is. and she got me an urban zebra bag. pretty cute. and some other small things. she did pretty good this year. and i need to write to her. shoot! she wants to know whats going on at school and life. haha. this letter may be like 10 pages. but i can put it short and sweet into one (: love you grammy!

um. im gonna try to go to bed..if thats POSSIBLE :]]

deep?

Lost something expensive?
i lost a friend. i say thats pretty expensive D:

"woah thats deep."
haha. um. ya. actually havent thought about what happened til today.
:O um..idc wat ur decision is by the time we go back to school.
just dont ruin my sweet 16.
i'd still like you to come to whatever i may happen to plan.
and we'll have fun. well, i will. even if u dont come.
it would just be nice to have all my friends there.
i still consider you my friend.

Over joyed!

So i JUST figured out that after working and getting Christmas money over winter break. I'm going to have over $600 by the time we start school again :DDDDD

So you know what I'm going to do with that money? um. ya. I'm gonna buy myself such a nice camera. Nikon or a Canon.
AND
my sweet 16 is two months from Christmas.
FEBRUARY 25TH <3

so i'm just a happy camper right now :))
if u couldn't tell. haha.

AND again. haha. im getting my permit next weeeeeeekkkkkk!!!